An
orexiaBy Jennifer Pillinger
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It’s not about weight
But a broken heart
When the pain came too great
Did the starving start
You’re full of self hate
So you start losing weight
At an incredible rate
Till you’re a terrible state
But by then it’s too late
And you’re at death’s gate
You’re drowning in tears,
Self-hatred and pain
But it appears
You can only remain
Trapped by your fears:
A binding chain
You want to be free
But it’s dragging you under
In a stormy sea
You’re starting to wonder
If someone hears your plea
Through the lightning and thunder
The chain is so strong
Can it ever break?
You can’t last long
There’s not much you can take
There’s nowhere to hide
‘Cause the fight is inside
So often you’ve cried,
Wished that you’d died
But you know you must keep on trying
If only to stop yourself dying
And live to see
What it’s like to be free.
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